I am overwhelmed.
They aren't afraid of getting really Real here. So much that has happened, I wish that I could word it, that I could transport whatever it is across the ocean because I want everyone who cares about me to understand how very Real it can get. I don't think I was ready for some of this stuff, for other bits I've put it off for way too long. Some of it may be too far beyond my grasp for a very long time. I can't even decide if I like any of it.
I'm sorry that I don't know how to be less vague right now. I'm just not sure how to translate all of this. Mostly...
Lots of love.